Feel so out if it today.
It’s just ‘one of those days’.
Maybe it’s because school is starting soon, or maybe it’s one of those routinely thoughts, but recently I’ve been feeling very doubtful about my future. It’s kind of like those ‘Wth am I doing with my life?’ phases I guess. At times, I feel like I think too deeply about this, and then there are times where I try to filter my mind with ‘more important’ things. In the end I just have to place my problems in God’s hand. I wish it was easier said than done, and it’s been something I’ve been working on.
I know I’ll never have ‘life’ figured out (isn’t that what makes it more amusing?). I’m positive I’m going to be encountering new crossroads worse than this in the future. I don’t think there will ever be a time where I will reach the level of ‘perfection’. But I will always want to be a better person than I was yesterday. I want to constantly grow and learn each and every day. I guess that’s what life is partly about, huh? Being able to grow, and experience and learn the things unfamiliar to us.
I just hope I get out of this ‘phase’ I’ve been experiencing over the past couple days. I feel like it’s been sucking so much out of me mentally that I don’t even know,ugh.